Rather than down play the issue, you had confessed of the allegations to a point where your partner had to go
. It must be the explanation on why there's sorrow in your heart and lack of dating in your life. You need to understand that dating and meeting new friends is always the best factor towards your annihilation of loneliness and the beginning of novel relationships that are created out of love and tender care. Loneliness tends to drive all this away from a potential date.