Nobody deep down likes to admit that they need help
, they feel it is a weakness and something that will expose an inadequacy. I would argue that it shows a strength of character. After all aren't you wanting to improve your situation and get better? If you don't want a tutor, then there are GCSE Maths forums that you can use, so there are always options open to you. If you do struggle with Maths then a tutor is an invaluable resource. There are many home tuition agencies out there, getting a younger more modern teacher may be more appealing, without meaning to sound ageist.