Obsession or something else........and me

Obsession or something else........and me

Yesterday my friend bought a D-SLR camera(nikon-D90),the pictures that he took from it was amazing and very real.He posted it on facebook and after 10 minutes he got 100 likes and 200 comments...........it was just so good.Seeing his popularity I wished if i had one of those camera which also would had bought me fame .

I have always given priority to fame instead of money.Every time i see some one else earning fame ,I wished myself to be blessed with it.I try hard to draw attention of people.I give crazy comments on facebook so that I can draw attention of many and make them like it.When i see others profile on facebook with hundreds of comment on it , I try to copy the context and do it after some days so that others will also think that i am "COOL". I feel sad for myself for not being blessed with any fame earning quality(like painting, photography,dance...) .I am not able to create any innovative idea where I can indulge myself . Life for me is beautiful stage where we have to show our talent and get applauds.Money has never been a problem to me ,I do a lot of traveling and maintain an aristocratic life. I have many friends but sometimes I feel there is none.I have a philosophy..." LONELY LIFE IS THE BEST LIFE". I easily get influenced and always try to learn something from various sources.

I know I can buy many things but the desire fades away after I decide to buy the fame earning instrument because I find myself concluding it only to be a money wasting object.My decisions change rapidly if I find a greater efficient alternative to the problem.I love and respect all but many times ,I make myself away from everyone .My life is completely messed up for 2 minutes while for next 1 hour I find everything is in order.Its may be that i think a lot or I have concluded myself to be lacunae in many. I want to taste and do everything .

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