True to my feelings true to my colour
True to my feelings true to my colour
True to my feelings true to my colour
What kind of colour do you consider yourself as?
Which colour describes your personality best?
Colours are often link to our feelings and how we feel for the day. Generally we may also describe ourselves as a chameleon as we change our colours in accordance to our feelings.
Yet among the range of colours, only one shall stand and represent you as your main colour.
The colour you chose describe what kind of a person you are, how you make your decisions and how you deal with things happening in your daily life.
I am represented by the colour Dark,
Dark is a colour that I used when I go about in my daily life.
I'm:
Dark grey when unhappy
Dark green when jealous
Dark blue when down
Dark red when rage
Dark violet when I want to be mysterious
Yet among the colours I have mention, I did not mention the common colour "Black". A colour that people would use to describe when they are doing bad or terrible things. Many people relate dark and black as the same colour, but in actual they are different.
Black is a colour that I normally don't use especially to people. Yet this colour manage to find it way into my life and left a indelible brand that will leave me scalded for life.
One day, I was asked to go to a meeting room to have a discussion over certain minor issue and I was told to speak the truth with regard to that issue. When I insisted that the truth is going to be hurtful, I was ordered to say it. So the dark truth which I mention resulted that the person return me with not just personal attack, her personal judgment on my job, her own view on my personality.
Since there was no more trust between the boss and the subordinate and personal feelings has been use to judge the way I work, I tender my resignation. On my last day with the company, 2 people bid me farewell while the rest didn't even bother to say or ask what has really happened. The silence they offer broke my heart and tore me to pieces.
Over the years that we have fought together side by side, I was only a fair weather colleague to them and was never their friends. Having shown care and concern to people who work around me and treating them as part of my family. I'm only an outcast to them and was only being called a friend when favour and gain were involved.
If I was a terrible person with records of bad merits, I truly deserve what it should be and shall bear no grudges. Yet this is how it ended up for me for being true to my colleagues I called friends.
With much grief and disappointment, there's no colour in the range that could describe the pain and the predicament that I have went through. So instead of using dark to describe my pain, I have evolve to become darker and Rage is the only word that I could use to describe what is left of me.
From the day that I drew my last breathe in that company, the line has been drawn. We are no more colleagues and neither are we friends. We shall revert back to be strangers. May our path never cross with each other again!
by Blue lunar
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