subject: Hello, Sweet Potato! [print this page] Fruit in our lives leads to things like love, goodness, peace, self-control. (Galatians 5:22-23) The devil doesn't make us do anything, we each have a choice. I've said before that freewill isn't free and this is what I mean. My way always seems to lead to the same pain and hurt, but His will wants me to be free from that. So, I refuse to be afraid anymore. I refuse to give up on myself. I am reaching for every form of help and support more feverishly than ever before: books, bible, note cards, Christian music, spiritual guidance, friends, prayers, websites, you name it. Today I even posted on Facebook that I need prayers. This may all seem desperate, but I am! I want to get off this worn path that I've been on. I want to be free from the pain that keeps repeating in my life. I WANT TO BE TRANSPLANTED! I have faith. Strong faith and I'm using it in every form I know possible. I may have no clue what the future holds or how I'll feel about someone tomorrow, but I do know God is here, and somehow, I'll be okayGod wants to see each of us flourish. He wants to nourish us, tend to us and help us grow. He wants us all to bear good fruit. Life is a continuous process. Stop throwing yourself away.
