subject: Hobbies! I would rather take a pill and get back to doing "WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE" [print this page] Hobbies! I would rather take a pill and get back to doing "WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE"
I may have mentioned before that I'm required to stay "clean" with my upcoming court date, therefore anything un-prescribed that comes up on a test will serve to augment my sentencing into something waaay worse! I don't need a hobby to channel my energy into, i need a substance, i need something to occupy my body so i can do the work that i need to get done. Hobbies are a consumer-style need that you create and feed through money and effort. No! I need none of that, no TV, book, games, and model airplane, whatever. I just need a substance to occupy myself from within. I have felt as though my life is past due, as if I'm in a form of overtime, from a point at which i should have already die. I have to do the great work, not just do it, but do it well because we all only get one shot at life ladies and gentleman,
all of my skills in the art of psychology must produce something fruitful before i die or my existence is moot. I cannot bother to waste my time with reading or school work, for i have none of this time. My calling is not to be ignored and if i cannot apply because i feel depressed, in pain, or simply too lethargic, i have no qualms with augmenting my existence through substance to the point where i can read, write, and think of a great work to be developed, even if the means through which this is accomplished are a detriment to my health, as long as i get more out of the time i have, i do not mind shortening the overall time, for who truly wants to grow old.
