subject: to heck with fear [print this page] to heck with fear to heck with fear
first rule is stop believing fear as fear.
all my life i have been afraid of things which i wanted to do but felt what if i will make a fool of my self.my mistake the other person did what i wanted to do and got what he wanted.i let everything pass by me as to thinking no problem it will come back guess what it never did.i took everyday for granted.was so much tired of my life.people start calling me names like dumb and worse until one day i just woke up!!!it was time.tired of limiting my self.so many regrets like ranging from if only i had seen the guy who was looking at me to more serious issues.but it had to stop.i was going no where.a dead end was where i was.
but from where to start.i read to much of self help books.but real life is different.i decided to stop all this nonsense in my hadd.decided to fake myself until i make it BIG.but sadly after one month everything was not working.tried to change my appearance my accent to overcome my fear.nothing worked.
but something still was left in me.Faith AND Hope.i decided that day that i was born number one no matter what the shit people said and nothing else.
fear is how big u make it its a monster which keeps on growing until yo yourself need to fight it.believe in yourself as if you are already a champion and see how the universe will come crawling to your feet.
