subject: No pain... no gain! (How my wife left me... in pain) [print this page] No pain... no gain! (How my wife left me... in pain)
Ever tried to find peace when you are under a lot of stress? I find it very hard to be able to sleep while I am thrown in the middle of a stressful situation. Nothing seems to be in its place like it used to be
Stress is a very tricky disease, it bounces on and off from one thought to another randomly turning them into black or white type of thoughts.
I used to shake it of taking long walks, mostly past midnight, especially after I broke up with my wife. The situation was unfair, like most of the things that happen nowadays. While I was trying to keep up with the loans she was doing my successful neighbor who "allegedly" is a lawyer. I cannot express right now what I felt. I never even saw it coming; I was too busy trying to clean up the financial mess she made while I was in New York. The day I came home and caught them is still in my memory, very clear like it just happened. The pain was excruciating, when the moment came it actually materialized to pure pain.
So I am going to spare you from all the "juicy" aspect of my divorce and tell you the outcome : Me (divorced) , Alex ( my 9 year old daughter) and an empty house.
Although me and Alex were always best friends, after her mother left I simply ceased to communicate. Things got worse, I was mostly walking, yes you might picture, like a zombie. I loved the nights, especially the rainy ones; I was in pain from dusk till dawn. Although I never ceased to take care of my dear heart Alex, even if I was preparing breakfast, I was doing it like a machine. All this until I hit the rock bottom and decided that it is time to put an end to it. After I made this decision, things got worse than before; because I did a wrong move and I persisted being stubborn that all that happened is now in the past.
Although I was 50% right and 50% wrong about being stubborn, something happened. Now I am not the very merry internet surfer, not that kind of person and I do think that spending time in front of a computer, unless you're doing something really important is a waste of time and health but something did happen.
The thing that took my hate and anger, my whole pain away was exactly where I never thought I would ever find such a thing. Not even once in my whole life I would have imagined that therapy applied in this particular manner would make me see "green" and blossoming things like I used to see before.
Now, I had knowledge about mental programming, hypnosis and other related stuff, but here comes the big BUT : have you ever thought that music would heal your heart?(Not in a hippie kind of way!) Even if you heart is smashed in one million pieces?
I accidentally stumbled upon an advert which caught my attention. At that time I considered it a joke, but as jokes are funny and interesting so was this one. It cured my soul, now I can see what matters, I can feel again and God knows that every time I look into my daughter's green eyes, I feel, almost in the same way I felt the pain, how my heart is filling with joy.
I am now one-hundred-percent sure that using music therapy, in a correct way, done properly by experts, you can get past over any stressful situation, you can overcome any obstacle, you can live to witness the majestic return of the beautiful spring again.
But I never would have done it without their help. So I feel the need to share it with you. No matter what your problem is, of course stress related, this would definitely bring you up to the surface! Do enjoy.
You can find it HERE. Belive me, it is fantastic :)
