In the second year that we have been in love with each other, Jack proposed marriage to me. But I said to him I was not ready for marriage. That time Jack and I were both very embarrassed. I was sorry for having hurt Jacks heart. That time I thought I was really not ready for marriage. But the second time that Jack has proposed to me, I still refuse him. This time I didnt say any reason. I dont know what feeling Jack had. But I know he must have doubted our love. Yet he didnt give up our love. The second time I have known I was afraid of marriage. I didnt know the reason why I fear the marriage. I thought marriage is not credible. Many lovers divorced a few years after they get married. In my thought, marriage would separate lovers. Maybe I just wanted to keep the good relationship with Jack. I didnt want to lose Jack. | welcome to loan (http://www.yloan.com/) | Powered by Discuz! 5.5.0 |