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All My life, I have seen and met so many challenges. Some were unbelievable horrible and others are the everyday problems man cannot possibly do away with. But I never anticipated I will one day face something entirely different. Some people are very lucky and will probably not experience this kind of feeling. Others, on the other hand will forever live with this kind of ill feelings for the rest of their lives.
I know at this point you are a bit confused, but don't worry, I will expatiate everything for your perfect comprehension. Do you remember the first day you met your boy or girl friend, well I do, cause it's a day that can easily make you open your mouth and thank God publicly, irrespectively of who is standing there. You get so excited food taste so sour, you dread eating. Believe me, from that day onwards, your life will never be the same. All you ever do is count the days to each passing day, just waiting to see your king or queen again. Have ever experienced the butterfly feeling, oh boy, it's awesome. Let me explain the butterfly feelings for the benefit of those who have never experienced it before. The butterfly feeling is the kind of feeling you get when you met the man or women of your dreams for the first time. You will experience something like a tummy craps; then again you will feel there is something moving inside your stomach. Then follows the mix feelings. You get excited and scared at the same time. So if you are a man and don't have the heart of a hawk, then you are in trouble, cause you will definitely find yourself fumbling and talking nineteen to the dozen.
As the days elapse to months, you will find yourself completely lost in the seductive web of passions. Even the mere thought of him or her keeps you smiling for hours. Sometimes you get so excited you can no longer conceal your happiness. People around you will notice the change. Everything around you seems so bright and for you, the sky looks so blue all the time. This is what I term as the Interesting Psychological Phenomenal. At this point, your enthusiasm is on the ascendancy and you will hardly listen to anyone, all you pay attention to is your heart. Many times, we make the mistake of not listening and that is what destroys us not our heart. But upon second thoughts, when you are in love, you hardly hear anything especially when it is a newfound love. You get so engrossed in such a way; you barely even have time to attend to your own personal needs. Sometimes you get so worked out and exhausted, yet you will always find the energy to proceed. Let me ask this question? Do you honestly think it worth the exertion? Well to some people, it's the best thing they have ever toiled for and to others it's the worst mistake they have ever made.
When I was young, I recall an elderly man once told me, Love and Lust are identical twins and it's very difficult to differentiate them. I did not understand it back then but now I see the picture clear. As you know, nature has its own way of revealing its self and whenever it strikes, it leaves you with nothing but heartbreak. I may be wrong, but I know love is pain. It's so painful, nothing can console you except time. Do you know why? Let me explain why. When you are hurt by love, all you ever do is to reminisce. You think about all the wonderful moments you've spent together. You remember all the uplifting and wonderful words he or she has told you and you wonder why you are crying. You particular remember him or her telling you: Being away from you is so difficult, cos I miss you too much. We've been part of each other's lives for so long, it seems so strange to go even a day without you. There are other people I can talk to, but it's not like talking to you. There are other people I can laugh with, but it's not like laughing with you. There are other people who matter to me, but on one matters in quite the same way as you. I will love you till my dying day. If I may ask, where did the love go? You ask yourself so many questions and yet there are no answers.
You try to think, but about what. You endeavor to eat, But it just won't go. You try to sleep, but your eyes are so heavy, closing them hurt so badly. But if you manage to sleep, all you dream about are the blissful moments. The world you initially saw as so bright seems so dark and still. You get so scared when you remember you are alone. You often ask yourself this question? can I go through this, sometimes you pray to God not to let you see sunshine the following day, but believe me you will always see the sunshine and the pain will still be there and Excruciating as Hell
