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Mar Vaglia, now had the one she had sought after for so long yet had hesitated till certainty took over that he might be the one who would adore her beyond the worship which led most to merely dread deities, who with their power literally held the course of not only their lives but all which they were. Giantuvis awaited her biding, as one who was confident that he could serve a goddess yet not with the arrogance that he was above others because he had been chosen to do so but blessed that his humble being had been detected by a superior force.
Mar Vaglia, at this point focused all her attention on getting out the message she wished above all else would be interpreted not as a threat or a command but a request which Giantuvis would accept with the will of his desires and not the trepidation which many a mortal felt was owed a deity. How Mar Vaglia longed to feel that which she saw others ravish in which she could but hand out yet not take for herself. She feeling like the tree which though plentiful in the sweetness of the fruit it delivered was incapable of tasting it for itself.
"Giantuvis" she commenced with voice unchanged, to not take on emotions apart from the tone she presented on to Giantuvis which he did so ever hopeful that she might not be misunderstood. "I have summoned you here because for a long time, have I observed your devotion on to me and what I stand for and it is with intensions that you might deliver in return in flesh that which you have received from me but in force that I call upon you". Giantuvis at this point was bewildered as he had failed to comprehend that which had been told to him, for it might be in arrogance that he might have understand that which his fantasies might have desired while ignoring another message. It being clear to Mar Vaglia, who held it among her talents to read in to the desires of men while feeling that which prompted them to act that the meaning of her request might have gone past this man of simplicity yet she awaited for a second longer that he might reply.
"I do not understand, what it is that thou commands of me, as I am still left with little understanding of that which I am to perform" were Giantuvis's words which now more than ever showed fear as well as a longing to become aware of that which was being required of him. Mar Vaglia for her own had never dealt with mortals on such a level of closeness that they might actually hear her voice and that theirs might be audible to her with the secure knowledge that her ears were those which took note to that which they claimed; it being this factor which caused certain frustration in her which she did not fail to state. "Be thou of such daring to question a deity, specially the one thou claims to worship?" were Mar Vaglia's words which though not stern in tone did make it clear that she was declaring who she was.
Giantuvis in all reality did not wish to anger, the deity of his worship yet it was with genuine disbelieve apart from lack of certainty at what he had heard that he replied "It is clear that I not only do not posses the daring to question a deity yet it is also such that even if my worshiping did not forbid me from doing so, it would be my mortal simplicity which would always prevent me from understand the reality which would be presented on to me in an answer if such would come towards me yet I ask not to question save that my understanding might me up to the task of at least knowing that which my goddess is requesting of me that I with what humble means are available to me might perform it to her satisfaction". Mar Vaglia, sensed a certain wisdom in the one she had chosen for this task which normally would require one of her fellow deities yet felt it would be but a repetition of what had been without that which she was truly after.
"Your wisdom, is one of grandness as it is all too aware of thine limitations while not underestimating thine value and it is with the purpose of finding such a one as I see in thee that I have presented not only myself but my bidding" Marcela spoke with equal tranquility as before thou her inside raged for that which she sought after and as she paused she gazed upon Giantuvis; who had taken to the ways of he who was at ease or at least as much as might be a mere mortal with a power so much beyond his own. Giantuvis for his part awaited, as his mind had absorbed with understanding that which had been said. Mar Vaglia, continuing with voice unaltered in the hope of not giving away despair that hers was a need that went beyond endurance while at the same not sliding in to one which commanded. "I above all bid ye to pass on to my being with all thine flesh and desire the very lust I provide on to ye as well as others whose lot is that of mortality" were Mar Vaglia's words which she could see apart from the emotions she detected had been understood as her intensions had willed yet insecurity was always to be had. This presenting a case of what to a deity might be merely that which should be, to a mortal it might be that which false hearing was tricking him in to.
"I hear and understand but I am not sure, if I am capable of such an act as to provide a deity with humble flesh of mortal that which she seeks and though I dare not question why she seeks this out in one such as I, for with certainty I say that such answers would be above my compression, I merely state that I be guided in to that which I am to perform yet if some license be granted on to me; I do wish to know if this which though seeks is not to be found in other deities?" were the words Giantuvis used to issue his reply and at the same time present a question which in no way did it assume yet presented logic which could be hailed as modest and further testimony to what had been stated; concerning his wisdom of being aware of his limitations.
" I see thou has reservations and in doing so thou demonstrates prudence which is a good part in thine valor and it is to merit this in thee that I will reply with sincerity that we deities above do not experience lust and desire or at least not like mortals do, true ours do include acts of the same yet ours are not expressed in fashion like yours but to accomplish the formalities of reproducing in the light of broadening our powers yet never to make use of the lust which I deliver upon mortals of both genders" were Mar Vaglia's words which in fact had taken a softer tone that did not go unnoticed by Giantuvis. Mar Vaglia, continued with the sensation that her words had been comprehended in a fashion to include all their subtleties, some of which had been but implied and in setting her eyes upon Giantuvis, she sensed some of the courage which had led him in his past to do battle in the name of the glory of the deities.
