subject: A letter to future myself [print this page] A letter to future myself A letter to future myself
A letter pass the friendship, a letter pinned blessing. As usual, we often write the letters to others. And now you should write letters to yourself, ask yourself how you are, is everything goes well with you?
I regarded my friends are my everything, are my world. And I once believed that only friendship can be able to endure forever. Because they are mu only, only friendship, friends that rolled trouser mountain stream had under to catch fish; one takes off any dress bathed in the river; together to have stolen sweet potatoes, baked potato, then hands are tied up with hanging, a fair-weather friendship. Once upon a time, I have them as a part of my life. So I gingerly caress this bead friendship sapling.
At that time, they are confused with the love, they cried for me again and again. Of course, I become their sincere audience. Then he speaks out all the unhappy things and I walked with them silently, speaking the comforting words again and again. He gradually from the losing eyes to nodded. Some of them at last hold their lover's hands. But some are not.
And how about myself? I once think I did the right things, friends are my world. But my friends not just included me, and him, her. So our talking topic will be sometimes related with others. At most of time, they talked their friend's savage, unreasonable, careless and friction between lovers. This make me resentment, disgust, even mass. Gradually, they and I will no longer without words saying, intimacy, just because the world has changed.
The friendship also gone bad at last. The men will eventually be surrounded women's. I got that the love is so terrible. I began to fear, to lost. Will I be the same with them to give up the friendship to choose love? The future myself is still so confused, anxious?
This letter to future myself, letting myself did not feel so confusing, anxious and lonely. I ask the deeply myself: what's your thinking, on earth? How you are? What do you want? Which kind of lifestyle is your ideal choice? I spend so much time on friends. Now they are get married and I still alone. I should make a plan for myself. I have so many dreams that didn't realized. I want to live happier, I want to make a progress on my career; I want to make more time for my parents. White-haired quietly crawling with their heads and I always make them worry and sad. I still want to make further study in order to enrich my mind to be a self-discipline woman.
Of course, I still want true love and firmed friendship. Love will lived with you through life. Without love, we cannot be called the human being. One more to support the poor children through my hardworking. They are eager to study, to learn more knowledge.
I don't know whether I can keep my promise or not. I always tell myself that take the responsibility of your parents, your family, your work and even your life. Anyway, just keep moving.
