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It's new! Maybe not a style,,,,,but I'm not sporting it to appease you! So you stop and stare, my face is not adding up with the color of my hair. FYI: My hair has transformed, for it has now taken up designing and has a unique mind of its own. Self expressive as well as creative, for it's able to speak when not silenced thorough color or has been processed. Get used to it my hair expresses all that would be considered a curse or a gift! I love the way 70% is Grey, 3% Silver and 27% Black. Don't ask me how, but that how it's been coordinated and I don't even consider it wack! I'll call it expression, my hair is in tune and needs no help from extensions or temporary fixes others have given as suggestions. Regardless of what others say, I don't feel old or dismayed, even though this Grey may seem to put a damper on my age. Each and every grey tells a unique story, It's a reminder of a past I won't necessarily adore, but represents a future with so much laid in store for me.
Every grey hair represents every step that I've taken, for instance... like every time I fell down and got up in front of my haters. All those stressful times and every tear I've cried, one strand of hair has greyed to make me realize...... this struggle is definitely not in vain. Silver hair has sprouted to confirm that it would never ever happen again! For every lie my black hair allowed me to smile, cause all the while I realized what you really meant deep down inside. Each and every negative was recycled through my mental, stayed dormant until it seeped through to my hair from my temple. I'll call it a scar, compare it to war wounds for each "event" that took place thus far. Reminders I've chosen to consciously forget, left it in the past for it can do me no good to think about without having much regret. And now that I'm older, I shrug my shoulders as they come to the forefront, I allow them to be more than what their suppose to represent. My store front, A representation as well as an introduction, to a new mindset, a new alignment was needed for a ride thats is no longer hell bent.
