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An Insight To Suffering From Abuse ByOne's Father.
Statistically, figures indicate that ninety percent of women in their twenties, have at some time in their life, been sexually abused by an adult who is either a family member or a close associate to the family. There is a massive amount of damage caused to a child when sexually abused by an adult as I will explain in this paper. Sex is a basic body food to which a body needs to grown towards at its own rate and timing, from birth forwards to enjoy the experience and pleasure which can be derived from a physical experience with one on your own pubescent level who you chose to share yourself with.
A human body begins formation within the female parent as a result of a sexual encounter with a partner to which her body is in harmony and contentment with, having been in an established relationship for a period of time. Such time is needed for the two bodies to adapt and fall into synch with each other.Those bodies have about them, a polarity which differs between the two species. The female is Positive at the brain and Negative at the end of the Spinal Column or Pubic region. The male is the oppositeto the female polarity. Therefore, all cells and egg in the female lower body are of a negative state whereas, the male cells and sperm are of a positive state while in the respective body.It is this differencecauses the Chakras to rotate in different direction so that when the two bodies are facing each other, the Chakras rotate in the same direction to each other.
Sperm on entering the female's lower body is in a different polarity field and attempts to correct this by making its way towards the head. However, it meets egg along the way and on contact, amassive voltage discharge occursthat polarizes the egg which on having a polarity, itbegins dividing from itself into, two, four and eight clusters etc. It is at the eight cell formation that spirit energy enters into the future foetus. The Sperm creates brain and spinal column whereas, the egg forms a body. It is worth noting that spirit energy enters at the formation of the brain and hence, thinking, memory of past lives and awareness of inner selfbegins at that early stage of body development. Spirit and brain relate to each other on a high level. What you think-is. Eventually, the earth's ageing brings about a time when the future child to bespends nine months in the protective encasement of the mothers womb to take on a human form. The growing foetus begins life in a very close and sociable environment relating to the mother and adapting to the routines of the mother's body in as much as eating, working resting and connecting to other human forms about her life. Mothers are like a human computermaking within them selves, a floppy disk which can only be read by that computer. For girls, this is part of the reason why no other woman can equal their own mum. Mothers hugs in daughters ageing is really mother formatting her daughter's depleted auric field and replenishingher diminished self esteemthe girl suffers in her daily life.
Birth happens and the baby is now in a very new environment which is both exciting and yet strangely dangerous. Infants body realizes it is no longer within the protectiveness of the mothers womb and spirit, knowing it is free to live, wants to get on towards the future. Body if not fussed over and subjected to physical contact will, on sensing the change of events, feel mothers body has died and not yet being an advanced body able to care for itself, will die. Bodies are alive with feelings and emotions, as part of the scripting while in the mother's womb that programmed it over the nine months, into fitting in with the human way of life. (One can not live in isolation of other human beings). The initial contact with mother's body after birth is very important to the security of the infant's body in those first moments of life after birth. Security, warmth and a feeling of being wanted ensure that baby will survive. (SID's are a different reason of a baby leaving life after birth. Most are first time spirits to this earth and are sampled onto earth energy and frequency, they often comethrough very strong women who mentallyhandle the loss through death after birth. (Those mothers's who suffer such a loss will have in their next child, the spirit of the first child who died and will be ready to start a series of earth lives at the mothers next prgnatancy).
The years age the infant who becomes aware of what is about it and seeing other forms like its own, relates to those forms because of the common body frequency and auric fields which if they are of like energy,are attract towards each other bonding into friendships. Body being so young has no need for sexual expression and body is not in tune to express this emotion at such early years of age. Slowly with ageing, brain becomes aware of the differences between other bodies and several questions are asked. Knowledge learned and the need to know, is thus satisfied. Lets say that our infant is pre puberty and body isn't connected to brain in a sexual way. It is still learning to sample the energy fields of those about it of the same age block. Likes being with so and so to day and the day after, are worst enemies and a week later, are best of friends again. Body's way of learning how to sample and record social data for future use in the ageing of body when it becomes more sociably free. The magnetic field about the body is small and the level of electrical induction is weak as there is not a lot of data to be transferred. Lets say out infant is a girl of eight years of age. She is at a pivot year where she's leaving the child stage of growth and settling into an education, relating to family and fitting in to the family position with more awareness of her self as a growning child. During this time, her father tiring of his wife's physical and sexual form seeks someone younger to feed his mental sexual image of pleasure. Not wanting to have and affair and being somewhat out of touch in the art of picking up younger woman again. He turns towards his more sexual imaged daughter and so being the father of, has some control over her.
A sexual level of abuse happens which he gets away with usually by threats and comments instilling a state of fear in the child not to tell anyone about her experience. ( Such threats remain locked in the child's mind and being a frequency disturbance because of the large difference of sexual thought energy from the adult which child's body is unable to absorb, so body dumps the energy onto organs which affect the subconscious frequencies and cause a departure socially from friends and brain in an attempt to resolve the upset, has id try and impress the attacker that she is not in anyway bad and seeks reassurance and acceptance. This leads to further openings for attack and starts a cycle which the child emotional level is unable to question its rightfulness and falls deeper into suffering). This is like a highelectircal voltage being transformed to a lower voltage, with the adalut body being the higher transformer induces a masive energy burstinto the childs body which is unable to handle such a down load. The interal organs never having experienced such an assualt go into shock and body's damage to them and being trapped with body have no option but to suffer the attack. Girl A has a fight with hermother, she can walk off to her special place and mull over the fight then return with a white flag telling her mother that sheis right. Organs can't excape from body, they suffer and remain hurting which decays the body frequency and eventually, the health by suspressing the natural growth of self esteem.
The girl's father being an adult has a matured body and a social sex life, his mind wants what he believes his wife can't offer him and so turning his sexual orientation that desire want in a younger body to relate to, which is his daughter. His higher energy field of sexual arousal when let lose on his daughter, over loads her young body. Itreceives signals which brain hasn't even got out of storage. Puberty hasn't triggered brain into waking up these emotions. The girl's body suffers an emotion it is not ready to handle, brain in a effort to stabilize the condition, feeds emotions a line that it must be all her fault for being born a girl. How sad! More attacks occur and the young girl's body and internal organs well beingare thrown out of alignmentof brain body harmony. She feels sick, shamed and isolated. Telling mum will cause dad to get into trouble. Besides, dads don't do those things to their daughters so who would believe her. Very painful state of conflict and frustration for both body and mind the child hs to contend with.
The years age her and the lack of being able to express her inner hurt; she hides the pain and distances herself from her father. What he has done is destroyed the magic he helped create through his sperm. Brain and spinal column recognize the energy of the male adult body and as the girl ages, she settles more into reasoning and coming to terms with her ordeal. Dad is a non event, she no longer wants anything to do with that damaging energy and the further away she is from him, the better is her healing. Mother blames herself, for not seeing what was happening to her daughter and not being of a sexual delight to her husband desires; the stronger these two women are the better their recovery will be. (In some cases of child abuse and rape. The spirit energy is in such shock at what body suffered while it resided in the frame, it leaves and the body being a living form without internal electro plasma to retain the polarity, body is usually removed from life of its own choice because of the physical state of not being able to remain here in life as a functioning tool. That is why those who are suicides after a sexual assault, I believe that their assailants should be charged with manslaughter, because their actions led to the victim being forcedto leavelife.
Life is an energy of motion through time and life created women to create life within themselves and life has so gifted certain women with an ability to help heal life which has suffered the pain of being hurt. Women being on the same level, are natural forms of energy to help realigned the suffering internal organs by being close and physical in contact with those woman hurting. Such sexual abuse can damage the aura about a girl leaving it holed and frayed which allows much higher Universal frequencies to enter the physical body causing mental imbalance and a slow self destruction of self esteem and self dignity. Also energies are allowed to enter which attack the mental health of the victims. For a girl to be sexually abused by a very close family member, itcauses a massive amount of damage not seen on the outside as such. Most who deal with thes victims fail to fully comprehend just how damaging physical and sexual abuse can be.
I hope this may help you understand that it is not your fault and that you should not hide the face in the depths of your mind, but talk to a woman who knows where you are from having been where you were at. A healthy body is a happy body and that combination leads to a happy spirit residing with in to get on with the work it came here to do through you at birth. Be kind to your spiritandto yourself. Above all, feel not guilt for that which someone forced you to share with them something that you were not openly ready to do so. It was their greed, lack of self control and respect for you which led them to feast on a food that was no where near ripe for such taking. They through their voracity have set their own future of demise. Leave the memories of your hurt to die in the past and be strong to move forward towards a future that is there in the distance patiently waiting for you togo and collect it. Love , Light and Belief that you are stronger than he.
