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JILTED THOUGHTS
Even though right now I can't say I need marriage. Even though I can't say I am not being stupid, even though I can't decide what I think about. I think I can have a choice to choose who I love
I just can't explain it, I can't say I made things to happen the way they did, but just like that I knew you were the one. Right from the time I first looked into your eyes. That very day it was like meeting God's angel. I tell the truth the way you laughed made my heart skip but deep in your eyes it was like some sorrow was locked up inside. I knew you made an impression because your image stuck in my head. I was pretty young and fresh into the university, but when I saw you I knew there was more to come.
And then you happened to hang around and I always watched out for you. From a distance I wished my heart could send a message. And then I said I've got to break this barrier'. I said to myself God save my soul'.
But you know? If you ask me to regret I would say I regret not meeting you outside the university. Then no Damocles could have prevented my bringing you to my mother. But then I really wish a photocopy of you was kept with a tag "strictly for me" in the future. Your good heart I haven't seen such, and then what beauty, what good character and what good speech, but all you manifest.
I really think knowing you is wonderful, seeing you makes my heart skip. I know I would always see you but in case I don't, I got your picture. It would bring back your memories.
I you ask me, I think I would tell you to remain the way you have been and add only a few improvements. When your husband comes I will tell him I kept you safe for him.
I understand you now, I'm sure you do understand me too. But in case you want me to summarize this piece, call it "I Love you"
