subject: A Great Book About Contradictions - The Golden Feeling [print this page] Vashti Hollis is an independent, clever, successful, serious, confident in herself, and additionally, a very beautiful woman with her shiny hair and her irresistible deep blue eyes. Many women would like to be on her place, and many guys desire her company. So what is wrong with her? Maybe she is too much independent. Or even way too determined. Or maybe much too complicated. However most of all she is lonesome.
This girl all of a sudden realizes just how much her own situation is actually strangling her - work, appointments, earnings, professional development. Her routine is a pattern, and even her power is targeted only on her profession. And when one moment perceives how exhausted she is from it all, just surrenders every thing. It occurs on her mind that she might do the same things as her sis, who married and then gave birth to three kids.
But Vashti is not the same, much different from her sister. She deeply feels that she couldn't do that, not because she does not really want, or maybe for the reason that she's frightened ... She actually is as a distressed woman without enough charisma to attract a man, she publishes an advert seeking a love soulmate. Many respond to the advertisement, but she did not like anyone. She does not want a man who'll dominate her and hinders in things.
In the same time, in her life appears an extraordinary charmer. He's attractive, clever, self-confident, impressive, and when he starts to really like her, he gets really persistent. Daniel Blake is just like her and perhaps his insistence frightens her the most... And also he is so handsome! Should she really love somebody so much like her, while she's trying to escape from herself?! Should she finish up with somebody who would not permit her to live independently? How did she fell in love with him a lot before even noticed it? - asks Ely Sakhai.
She determines to ignore this. And even in front of herself. She will deal with everything. Up to now she has been dealing well along with selfcontrol. She'll embrace the invite for a date from one colleague and will eventually escape from danger and temptation which on the other hand could not avoid. Ely Sakhai comes to an end with other thoughts: Could she have the ability to get away at last? Could she have the ability to refuse her feelings? On the one hand appears her self of which she's so proud - and on the other one is the flame that is more powerful compared to all of her concepts, stronger than herself.
