subject: Midpoint Horoscope Interpretation Part 22 [print this page] A highly spiritual influence or a knowing could happen, due to having a spiritual direction early in life. On the negative side, one can be lured towards substance abuse due to difficult friendships. But on the positive side, one has the potential to help a friend out of their addictive behavior. People who carry this energy can bring a sense of freedom from old, worn-out belief systems into something new and wholesome. There can also be out-of-body experiences that can transform and change ones life forever, thus giving it a new sense of meaning.
Difficult communications in relationships or a feeling of being less than enough is a manifestation of this. Theres a feeling as though one just doesn't fit in, or one may relate more out of insecurity because they feel that they're not receiving the love they need. Thus, there may be a perceived lack of affection from a parent, which could start early in life. There could also be separations in relationships or the marriage due to differences in values, or there could be a transition of a parent or loved one which can cause deep depression. This is considered one of the more difficult influences to start a relationship under; thus, the best way to use this energy is to create art that expresses one's deepest feelings, which can bring out the inner beauty of the situation.
Venus represents our capacity to love and Uranus rules the unusual or unique; thus, this denotes attraction to people who are different and walk to the beat of a different drummer. One may have many friends, especially female friends who have a different or unique way of expressing themselves. The person who falls in love very fast and then doesn't have staying power or longevity to commit to the relationship is a manifestation of this. It can cause one to have a detached, independent love nature, along with need to develop and nurture a friendship first before falling in love. There can be a desire to find someone who is our intellectual equal on a romantic level, with whom we feel we can share our desire for good communication. There can also be great excitement in love, but many times it's temporary due to entering into the relationship too fast, before one has really gotten to know the mate. (Fools rush in where angels fear to tread.) One also has the capacity to take a chance and speculate on love that is intense and unpredictable or having an unrealistic love for someone who is unattainable or just passing through, thus this relates to short-term relationships that bring heights of bliss, at least for awhile. There can also be many parties and social occasions where one shares with friends, or good friends within a community as in the astrological community.
There can be guidance on a spiritual level and/or gaining insight after doing the same pattern too many times before. One can be guided by another due to a sense of omnipresence, thus this relates to the initiate. On the shadow side, this relates to coming out of the illusion or delusion of self-deception about one's capabilities, thus coming into the reality of what one really has to work with. There can also be sudden insight into the future and/or the motivations of others. Emotional independence and the ability to be self-willed, along with being highly, intelligent yet excitable, is a manifestation of this energy. This relates to a woman or a person who has clairvoyance and inner sight. One may make many moves from home to home, having a need to keep changing their personal environment. There can also be an unstable, eccentric mother or woman in their life. Or one may have the desire to become part of an extremist movement, thus becoming more of an independent person. On a positive level, this helps one to free their self from traditionally limiting behaviors and one may even have the desire to try out new and different foods. It's symbolized by the person/woman of knowledge or person with insight, like an astrologer. There is an intuitive intellect, and connects one with intelligent female friends. One can also have anxiety in one's everyday life due to the need for a constant change of circumstances and there's a tendency to get bored easily or have a restless mind. The Moon/Uranus represents big changes in one's life and feeling independent from others, thus pointing to a move from one home to another. The main way to work with the tension that this creates is to have more order and daily routines, since there's normally chaos when theres no rituals in ones life.
