subject: Perhaps You Think I Was Too Active To Tera Gold [print this page] "You know why I every day I not go to work, suddenly and go to Tera Gold? Be on business of time, still can all the day with you send text messages, just QQ? In fact that is to chemotherapy, I every one to two months of chemotherapy once; you know why I evening 11:30 before go to bed on time, noon nap, on the morning get up on time, in fact is that I have to recuperate; every time you want to make the body I accompany you more time to play, although I very want to, because the body I cruel refused..."
Then, or extreme don't believe, how things could happen this at my side. My friend told me if he said, that is, do you believe the can. I understand the meaning of her, she also has a very deep level of understanding. In the us all eyes he meticulously, mature, steady heavy, talented, can't lie. Associate with every night at half past eleven on time at noon, he rolled his nap, on time in the morning he get up on time; Associate with the business, the inside of the heart already determined he said is true. For a moment, I was silent.
"My future is unknown, I don't want to fall in love. Although through three years of chemotherapy does not have a relapse, there may be a cure, but once the recurrence of bone marrow to change, and if they cannot find appropriate means the heart patient leave. I don't want to......" He said the light, quietly referral.
Silent for a period of time, he still close with my said private, still tell me all career of things and still help me to accept people into guild, still so kind to me. I suddenly feel, he should be a part of my life, even if only for a short time, wait old, but also because of his make my life much a colour. Resolutely spent a night time, the word of heart with a message of way to say gave him listen to: "I was a real person, when listening to you about your disease, I and not immediately accept. But the sentiment is you what I can't control. Think about it, if is han drama, we are the main characters, it will be performing. Even a short together, also than forced separation to the comfortable it.
Actually, I more hope you is deceived me, and I hope you healthy. I want to Tera Gold, or decided to be together with you, to love the people pay is a kind of happiness, even if the path ahead very bitter." At this time of he never told me he feel for me. Perhaps you think I was too active, but if you really love, will be realized profoundly my mind at that time. Can't remove the pain of the person you love, also should make your lover not lonely. I kept and not for his reply, still silent, no response..
