subject: when life begins [print this page] Here I am, alone in my flat waiting for my audition that will give me the opportunity to realise my dream, the dream that I made when I was studying for a school exam to motivate me ,the dream that I made when I was happy and I searched for my eternal happiness, the dream that I shared with passion with my best friends ,the dream that I illustrated to my parents asking for support and finally the dream that make me get into a plane full of hopes and come to Paris full of ...stress!
Wanting to succeed is never wrong ,I came to Paris to succeed but suddenly to change a home ,to change habits and places ,to leave in a place your loved ones and missing them soo much,to come through a door with nothing to expect, to wait for the day that ,maybe your dream is depended being so close and so far ,its unbelievable how much it looks the same and all these even the weather make me crazy as I wait and bite my nails full of stress and just waiting ..
and waiting
When you are a person that grow up and became lets say a control freak when you cant control things stress and insecurity gets into your life and mind and makes you crazy ,
I don't now how to react our how to collect my pieces and do what I always knew how to do to be strong the only thing I want to do is to cry and this is really wrong as this is the period of my life that I have to show what I am made off
