subject: It is A Dream [print this page] She was sitting on the bus, looking through the window. A building after a building flew from her eyes. There were people working and living there. Wheter the buildings new or old, comfrotable or uncomfortable, they had places to stay, or to shelter. Only she had no place to go.
A year ago, she lost her job. A month ago, she lost her baby daughter. Yesterday, she was driven out of the house by her landlady because she could not afford the rent any more.Where could she go? Though she was on the bus, she had no idea where she could go and who she could visit. Well, I would stop where the bus finished its trip, she thought.. In her memory, she didn't remember her parents. She grew up with her grandma, a healthy and energtic old woman. Grandma was so healthy that she thought she would never die. So she left the small town and her grandma, in spite of her request. Only one year later, her old grandma died. At that moment, she came to realize how important grandma was to her. Grandma was her whole world and her spirit. Without grandma, she was nobody. She had no parents, no relatives. People knew her because she was her grandma's granddaughter. When her grandma died, who was this girl? Great fear grasped her. This girl was nameless and lonely, the air said to her. No, it was not true. She had a name. Grandma called her Yunyun, and she was called Ye Yunyun by her identity card. See, I had a name, she talked to the air. She was insane. She had a feeling that she was drowning in a wide river and she couldn't climb to the bank.
When she came to herself, she had been a mother of a little girl. In the small room, she found a photo. There, she was wearing a white bridal gowns and stood next to a strange man hand in hand. He was short and ugly. How could she stay with him? A fact came to her almost killed her. That man was her husband, her legal husband. She couldn't remember how she dressed on the bridal gowns and when she married this man. But she couldn't deny that the bride on the photo was her and it was her who was wearing a bridal gowns and stood with her "husband".
