An Invertation To An Abandoned Hopspital
An Invertation To An Abandoned Hopspital
An Invertation To An Abandoned Hopspital
An Invitation To An Abandoned Hospital
In the middle part of 1971 in the suburb I then lived in, the construction of a new Aged Care Nursing Home was begun. Following along the standard State Government design rule, and was fitted out with many of the contemporary items of that time. Though I noted the building progress, it held nothing of major significance to me. A long two story building that looked more like an office block than a hospital. I did sense feelings in that location of the street whenever I walked past. Again though nothing jumped out at me that seemed significant for taking an interest in why I felt certain emotions. If anything, I put it down to earlier life scripting and got on with thinking of other things happening in my life.
The building was completed and officially opened with the Health Minister gaining points in the Electric and local media outlets. Some time after that milestone, I moved to another location and had little to do with that area of the suburb for some four years. I again began working there and often would pass the building when riding on the bus to work. Often my eyes were drawn to the building and some of the patients sitting outside in the sunshine of an afternoon. At that time I was aware of spirit energy about me though more in writing down the messages and visions I was receiving from an earlier encounter that ignited an inner lateness of those abilities. Though psychic, my awareness was not being fully utilized. There were several years in which the gifts I had as a child were dormant the odd dream or seeing happened to me. (Those guides I guess were about to give up with expecting me to open up from within).
Once again, time's motion moved us all into the future and some ten years ago, I returned to work in the suburb at a new job. This work involved shift work, one week of day and the following of afternoon hours. Things had changed in the twenty years sine my last time there and I found walking to work an hours exercise, the bus company had also changed their early start time resulting in more push to walk. At first, I paid little attention to the building, I'd looked at it and walked on by, though my thoughts were focused on the building with no reason, it was; like I was being tapped on the shoulder and reminded of its existence. Also by this time my psychic abilities had been reawakened and I was working through spirits with physical people and far more aware of energies about me.
A few months after having returned to the area, I became aware there were no lights on in the building of a morning. This observation lead to me taking a deeper interest than of past times. A coupled of times the thought of going inside for a look about did come to mind. Time's never ending motion forced the weeks away fro the months and it was very clear to me the building had been closed. Evidence of the vandals and tags as well as, a couple of homeless teens claimed it as a squat. I was aware they hadn't stayed there for very long and that was put down to them being told to move on. One night as I walked to the rail way station, I stopped without realizing it and looked at the building trying to read the energy that it might have had. (Reading buildings has been some I've had from child hood). Though nothing apart from being drawn to an upstairs window. A few nights later when again I walked past the building thinking of how to budget with the weeks pay, I heard a very clear yet soft. "Hello," to me. A few seconds later I caught on that the building had spoken to me. I stopped and looked at the upstairs window and saw an image. We spoke to each other for a brief moment and learned that her name was Elizabeth who was a nurse there at one time. I was aware there were some other spirits about her, they made no effort to make any contact.
After that initial contact I often saw Elizabeth standing at the window, we'd wave to each other. Some nights there was another spirit who would stand beside here, a friend who had left earth life and at times, returned to be with her life time friend. One night I asked her if I could come into the building, I ws told that time was night right, though I would be made aware when it would be safe for me to do so. A could of weeks after that, I hadn't seen Elizabeth there, then towards the end of the week, she was there waiting for me. Beside here were two very high energy guardians that I could see but not make out clearly any detail. One asked me why I wanted to enter into the place. My reply was to learn from the experience of reading my emotions in a multi field location. They left without saying anything further to me. However Elizabeth waved and vanished leaving me to go home. I felt a higher state after that discussion. The weeks pasted and the usual spasmodic appearance occurred, I asked and was told to wait, I would be told when I could enter. One night I had to go over to an address near the hospital one Saturday evening. On the way I was made aware that I could come to the building if I wanted to, on my way home.
By 8:00 pm, I approached the building: Elizabeth was there at the window. I was told to shield myself then enter by the rear doorway. It was a dark moonless night with only street light to shed any glow onto the ground. Most of the building was shaded from street light. I felt ready and made my way towards the rear doorway along the side wall. I passed my left hand over the windows and felt mixed feelings of anger and sadness. When I pasted what I guessed was the kitchen. I heard the sound of a large pot fall to the floor. "Oh this is going to be some experience!" I exclaimed to the darkness and walked on. At the rear of the building and moved towards the door and thought if it opens, I'll go through with this. The door opened easily and I entered the building feeling a very strong atmosphere. Elizabeth was waiting for me.
This may seem odd to some people and I get tied of people not believing me when I tell them I can see in the dark to an extent. It disturbs some people if I'm at their place and the power fails, I simply get up and find a flashlight while they fumble about looking for a match. (That ability was stronger as a child, now I can make out images and shapes of objects). I guess it has something to do with the way I see spirits. Elizabeth led the way and in the corridor the atmosphere was stiff with aggression. A sound whistled through the upstairs rooms and corridor that caught my attention. I wanted to go up there and explore the rooms in that part of the building. I was advised not to go up there. A look at Elizabeth who warned me it would not be wise for me to go up there. I placed a foot on the bottom step and there on the first landing was a massive shape of energy of gardein who made it very clear I could not proceed if I came up the stairs. I looked at Elizabeth saying I git the message.
That experience though didn't stop me from visioning and projecting my sight to the floor above where I saw many earth bound spirits who were extremely angary and aggressive at the way they had been treated and left to die. Moving along, I was led to along the corridor and into a ward. where I saw with psychic visioning, four beds with old women sitting up nd looking at me then at Elizabeth who conveyed what I was doing there, I take it that spirits communicate on a different to each other than they do with physical beings. The next room I came to was the women's loo. The feelings in there were mixed. Hugs and cuddles were of course there, but also a sense of frustration and sadness at not being able to function. A round foot rest was on the floor, I was told I could have that as a gift. Continuing along the corridor I came to the kitchen, the air was ad with no functional interest in food preparation. No earth bound spirits, just images of people working who were not very happy. With bills needing to be paid, they worked. Food was prepared with little love and meals made with a sense of routine than with pride. the staff lacked a sense of purpose.
The nurses station was next and in that small room I felt a strong feeling of hate and anger. It was as if who ever worked there was expected to make hospital work without any help from management and I felt a sense of low self esteem and moral. Leaving there I made my way towards the main entrance door, and heard two male voices talking. Though the subject wasn't clear and not more than about five words were heard. It was as if two doctors had walked past me having come out of a room. I might add here that I was guided into which ward I could or couldn't go into. Elizabeth asked me a few time if I was 'Okay" and would suggest I should keep moving. Eventually feeling hunted form the building I made for the main entrance door and left the building with a good bye to Elizabeth who told me I had seen and now do not come back. She vanished and I walked out of the phase shift I'd entered into the outside air and that was when I felt the fear I had experienced. The tour took no more than fifteen minutes, but I was out of breath and sweating with a slight shiver. It took another ten or so minutes before I felt strong enough to make my way home. The experienced emotion hung about for a couple of days after and each time I walked past the building, I greeted the spirits within
A few weeks on my way home, Elizabeth stood at the window and told me they had gone and there would be a change to the building and warned me not about not returning there. She told she was going as well. After that the building was dead. No spirits, just and empty structure. One after noon on my way home in the bus, I saw that the windows and door way had been boarded up with a wire fence erected about the place. Two weeks later while working overtime on a Saturday afternoon shift I got the notion to return and check it out again. I had a flashlight and was mindful of the warning, decided to go along with my plan to check up stars. The inner voice of course warned against that but being spirit having a human experience, I had made up mu mind to explore. With work finished. I showered and got ready to leave. The Forman and I were doing the overtime, the Forman living some distance from the worksite, would always leave for the hour long drive soon as he'd showered. As I walked out of the door, he was talking to the Security Guard and as I walked past. For some reason he felt he had to give me a life to the corner which ws fine with me, I'd get there earlier. Along the way he felt he's had to take me closer to the station. Why that night of all nights, he never goes out of his way for anyone. We drove past the hospital, Elizabeth was standing by the fence with her arms folded and the message was clear, I had been told not to return and that she had meant that. I usually get the message at that level and knew I couldn't return there again. Soon after that the building was demolished.
There were twenty nine years of patience residing there, many I guess left by family members nd when life left the earth's living, they felt both unwanted an abandoned after having givens o much love to their families only to be seen as superfluous. Why was the hospital closed? I don't know it was a sudden decision and staff, beds and patents were moved out. From the feeling I got in the loo, I guess the staff had felt the earthbound energy was a bit too much for them nd wanted out of there. I have no idea what was the reason for the closure. I can only assume that the more negative energy experienced by residents, then the stronger are those spirits attached to the location of their death in peace of their release and having no where else to be attracted to. being old and a comfort to each other in life means they remain that way as spirits fining a level of peace among them selves and a strength to defend themselves ageist those physical forms of life.
Dave F. Ryan July 2004
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